birth mum
More understanding can mean more insecurity
It’s a double-edged sword. An older child might be able to articulate what they feel, what they understand, and what they are confused about in their life and their circumstances. That’s great. But with this understanding comes understanding: there will be more questions about their circumstances, and perhaps more insecurity about what it really means. They might make their own judgment about what they want.
So you may suddenly find you have a small person who doesn’t want to see birth family. A small person who doesn’t want to have a ‘birth parent’. A small person who doesn’t want to be different from their friends.
But the ‘system’ or the ‘research’ will tell you it is good for them to know their birth family. That maintaining contact is positive – that they won’t create some fantasy life surrounding birth family. That reality, however relentless, is good.
For once, let’s put ourselves in the shoes of one of these small people.
Imagine this:
You’ve been moved around a lot since you were born. You’re a resilient kid, so on a day-to-day basis, you manage to smile and laugh and make it look like you are OK. So you’ve learned to be very affectionate, very quickly, with any new people you meet. You take whatever gets thrown at you because you’ve learned that’s how you survive. You might still bang your head on the pillow occasionally at night, because that makes you feel better, but no one hears.
You’re a smart kid: you are very tuned in and hyper-aware of what’s going on around you. In many ways you are much older than your years. You are really quite grateful that you’ve arrived at what seems to be a good place – the parents are nice and reasonable and give you a sense that they know how to deal. You try and show how grateful you are. They hug you and tell you that they are happy too, but you’re not sure they really understand how you feel.
But nothing changes over time, and you get to know them better. They are always the same, and you start to cautiously rely on them. And in there somewhere is a funny feeling. You see it in their eyes when they look at you. And you feel it too. You start to really like their hugs and kisses. Their support and approval feels really good. You like school and have some good mates. One day, you begin to hope that this is how it is going to be.
You see your birth family. That’s been fine, up until the last few times when your birth parent started telling you that you were still part of their family and not to forget it. You tried to shrug it off, but birth parent kept telling you every time you saw them. You mentioned it to your foster parents. They said that no one is taking you anywhere. But you’ve had a few nightmares recently where your birth parent came and took you away. You are really not sure that you want to see your birth family at the moment. Maybe you could take a break from them?
Can you imagine that? How would you feel?
Posted by EssentialMum
So you may suddenly find you have a small person who doesn’t want to see birth family. A small person who doesn’t want to have a ‘birth parent’. A small person who doesn’t want to be different from their friends.
But the ‘system’ or the ‘research’ will tell you it is good for them to know their birth family. That maintaining contact is positive – that they won’t create some fantasy life surrounding birth family. That reality, however relentless, is good.
For once, let’s put ourselves in the shoes of one of these small people.
Imagine this:
You’ve been moved around a lot since you were born. You’re a resilient kid, so on a day-to-day basis, you manage to smile and laugh and make it look like you are OK. So you’ve learned to be very affectionate, very quickly, with any new people you meet. You take whatever gets thrown at you because you’ve learned that’s how you survive. You might still bang your head on the pillow occasionally at night, because that makes you feel better, but no one hears.
You’re a smart kid: you are very tuned in and hyper-aware of what’s going on around you. In many ways you are much older than your years. You are really quite grateful that you’ve arrived at what seems to be a good place – the parents are nice and reasonable and give you a sense that they know how to deal. You try and show how grateful you are. They hug you and tell you that they are happy too, but you’re not sure they really understand how you feel.
But nothing changes over time, and you get to know them better. They are always the same, and you start to cautiously rely on them. And in there somewhere is a funny feeling. You see it in their eyes when they look at you. And you feel it too. You start to really like their hugs and kisses. Their support and approval feels really good. You like school and have some good mates. One day, you begin to hope that this is how it is going to be.
You see your birth family. That’s been fine, up until the last few times when your birth parent started telling you that you were still part of their family and not to forget it. You tried to shrug it off, but birth parent kept telling you every time you saw them. You mentioned it to your foster parents. They said that no one is taking you anywhere. But you’ve had a few nightmares recently where your birth parent came and took you away. You are really not sure that you want to see your birth family at the moment. Maybe you could take a break from them?
Can you imagine that? How would you feel?
Posted by EssentialMum
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Birth mum, foster mum, first mum, carer ...
So, let's get the introductions happening.
We've adopted pseudonyms in this blog (for more information on why this is important please see our Privacy tab). The names or descriptions of all the parties in both foster care and adoption is a hugely contentious subject – everyone has an opinion and very probably an agenda. It often raises real passion in all the parties.
At fostercarer.com.au you'll hear about:
Happy Camper
Our little bundle of joy is called Happy Camper (she's in the under 10 age group). Because she is. Most of the time. She is one of the world's most delightful little beings and it is our privilege to be part of her life and part of this journey. Happy Camper is in long term care so permanency planning is critical to her growth and stability.
Birth Mum
Happy Camper's mum is described as Birth Mum, but of course she has a name that Happy Camper calls her face to face. They have had discussions recently about a special name that Happy Camper can use that only they share. The important thing is that Happy Camper, as she grows older, knows her birth mum (and family) and feels she has a say in the relationships.
EssentialMum
Foster mother is called EssentialMum on this blog, and she is called 'Mum' by Happy Camper. Because that's what she is - right here, right now. She is now an essential part of Happy Camper’s life, and provides essential services.
EssentialMum was always called 'carer' by the private agency social workers, although DoCs seemed quite happy to call her Happy Camper's mum. Are we the only ones who find 'carer' a detached, objective, impersonal term? EssentialMum cares about lots of things, but she loves Happy Camper.
We've dealt with rules from the social workers about ‘what was best’ in relation to names for both Birth Mum and EssentialMum. The interesting thing was that the more strident the social workers became the more recalcitrant Happy Camper became.
To us the whole 'who is called what' debate is really simple when the child is put first, the child's individual circumstances are taken into consideration, and the child's ability to decide what is meaningful to them is given some airplay.
Posted by EssentialMum
We've adopted pseudonyms in this blog (for more information on why this is important please see our Privacy tab). The names or descriptions of all the parties in both foster care and adoption is a hugely contentious subject – everyone has an opinion and very probably an agenda. It often raises real passion in all the parties.
At fostercarer.com.au you'll hear about:
Happy Camper
Our little bundle of joy is called Happy Camper (she's in the under 10 age group). Because she is. Most of the time. She is one of the world's most delightful little beings and it is our privilege to be part of her life and part of this journey. Happy Camper is in long term care so permanency planning is critical to her growth and stability.
Birth Mum
Happy Camper's mum is described as Birth Mum, but of course she has a name that Happy Camper calls her face to face. They have had discussions recently about a special name that Happy Camper can use that only they share. The important thing is that Happy Camper, as she grows older, knows her birth mum (and family) and feels she has a say in the relationships.
EssentialMum
Foster mother is called EssentialMum on this blog, and she is called 'Mum' by Happy Camper. Because that's what she is - right here, right now. She is now an essential part of Happy Camper’s life, and provides essential services.
EssentialMum was always called 'carer' by the private agency social workers, although DoCs seemed quite happy to call her Happy Camper's mum. Are we the only ones who find 'carer' a detached, objective, impersonal term? EssentialMum cares about lots of things, but she loves Happy Camper.
We've dealt with rules from the social workers about ‘what was best’ in relation to names for both Birth Mum and EssentialMum. The interesting thing was that the more strident the social workers became the more recalcitrant Happy Camper became.
To us the whole 'who is called what' debate is really simple when the child is put first, the child's individual circumstances are taken into consideration, and the child's ability to decide what is meaningful to them is given some airplay.
Posted by EssentialMum